im just so very bleu tonite~

[Cyalaytr]

Well sorry to hear that. If it makes ya feel better I over slept and missed lunch and when I got to work I passed a candy machine and said hmmm candy bar to hold me over. Sure heck why not. Slammed the money stealing machine 75 cents for some Reese's peanut butter cup and the DAMN MACHINE KEPT IT.
The little wheel turned and the candy bar got to the very very very edge and there it sat. And you know me and my short temper... I grabbed the machine and was ready to beat the livin crap out of it as it sat there all funny like not giving me my candy bar when I realized I was on security camera. HMMMMMMM
It is like the 2 are some how working together to get me back for taking all that candy when I was younger or maybe better yet to make me go insane with the thought my candy bar sits there and the slightest shake from me might drop it to the hungry and awaiting hands of mine.

Too make matters worse I only had a $10 spot left in the old pocket and no way I could put ANOTHER $.75 cents in to get another one in the hopes i would get both and breeak even.

Well as the day drags on an on an it eats away (no pun intended) at my mind that it is just hangin there. And someone else is gonna get it. I finally have something to eat and have change left over. I go up there and sure enough it is still there. I am so excited and happy. I drop the .75 cents in as fast as I can and press the big ol' D5 to get my reward and watch as the dial turns and drops my 1st candy and I am getting excited and second ones moves forward and then jam pretty much as the 1st one did. (*^(*^)(&@_(*&@# OHHHHHHHHHHHH I am gonna kill these machines!!!!!!!!!!! I couldnt resist this time and i pound on the glass front and everyone looks at me as the second one slowly falls to the door below. YES I WIN BAHAHAHHAHAHa and I go running off with my loot.

See just be patient it will pass. But you have to try to make it go away. :-)

[demon chloe]

To make it go away

I

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held my camera but didnt take any pics

journaled

bitched and moaned

ate oreos

cried on the phone for a bit

shopped madly thru my favorite catalog then
threw it out b4 ordering

contemplated the amount of clouds in the sky in relation to the amount of humidty in the air....

stared into space.....


Im totally like my dad in the sense that tomorrow is a new day...you get up..and work hard...you smile...you love....you feel passionately...and you make the most of all that is with you....


but tonite......... it was just insurmountable...

i tried...really i did....

[SHATOUSHKA]

ahhhhh... you ate oreos.... THERE'S your problem.

i hate oreos.

don't get me wrong... they taste GREAT!

butta... me and oreos don't get along.
we have history. bad history.

oreos have never seemed to get me out of a funk.
and believe me, i've tried exploiting their asses.
but sadly, no....

they just kinda silently chuckle to each other
in the pack as they know that they won't help
you at all...

its ok, dc.... i had my first sno-cone of the
year today.... it sucked.

the whole place (well, the lot the sno-cone
trailer sat on) smelled like dog shit....
i mean....
it was as if all the neighborhood stray dogs
took a shit in that lot over the course of
several weeks (months?) and it just became the
local stray mut shit yard...

and it baked... and rained... and baked again...

and i dunno about anyone else... but baked,
rainy, re-baked dog shit REEEEEEEEEEALLY stinks!

i couldn't finish my sno-cone... hell, i couldn't
even eat half of it.

it fuckin' SMELLED!

i was highly displeased.

and this reminds me....

wasn't the last time everyone was in a funk...
everyone was in a funk????

isn't this kinda like when you (are female and you)
hang around other females long enough you all
kinda get your period at the same time?

or is it just coincidence???

fuckin dog shit....
fuckin sno-cones....
fuckin oreos....

fuckin funks.... [img]graemlins/thumbs_down.gif[/img]

*whispers: but i bet that yeller room of yours kicks!*

[Cyalaytr]

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Somehow I think she knows I was gonna touch that......hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

***wonders if she is ont my sick sense of humor yet.......... na can't be******

... So what happens if you USE to be a female and then had a sex change? *** I am grasping help me here****

[SHATOUSHKA]

hmmmmmmmm.......

[ek3]

[img]graemlins/thumbs_up.gif[/img] I'm in a funk too!... [img]frown.gif[/img]

[demon chloe]

I had one of those sleeps...where I know I sobbed..... through most of it...


GOD I HATE THAT [img]mad.gif[/img]

my eyes look like hell..... will the yellow paint come out of my hair... AND.... my stomach hurts from 563 oreos....


and SHatz' is right.....oreos are evil....

[demon chloe]

It's really just a very overwhelming feeling. Sometimes blue is good. Puts things into perspective. Makes you appreciate total and utter goodness. Other times it is just very very blatant and smacks you in the face.


Today hurt. That crap about what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Well, that is...just crap. Bunch of bogus mumbo jumbo.


I stepped on a pin today....went into my toe.... I cried. Was an empty cry though. Crying for the pain.... quickly replaced by the emptyness of being blue~


so yup yup yup.....


bedroom painted ....happy yellow...how fucking ironic is that? ive got yellow paint in my hair...on my arms n legs.....


?Use what talents you possess: The woods would be very silent if no birds sang there except those that sang best.?

Henry Van Dyke

[demon chloe]

<font size=50>GET THE FUNK OUT!!!</font size>

[SHATOUSHKA]

HAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!

563 oreos...

always in a fuck...

dog shit flavored sno-cones...

i feel wacky.